haha.... its time 4 my fren to get teased as MAYBE my ohter fren likes her and vice versa. wow... first time someone's the object of teasing ohter than me. i've suffered bullshit for yrs. no one has ever cared. i noe how u guys would feel. dont say dat i dont understand. coz i undretsand it more than u noe.

[not all cases are like the ones below, k?]

from experience, denial seems to be the first step to liking someone, i think. people start pairing u up wif other people u noe or people dat u didnt even noe exists. [its dumb, i noe] [reli big busybodies rite?]. aft it all dies dwon, and u dont speak to dat person for a certain period of time, u start to notice the little things around them. its like, u seem to be bumping into each other more than often. bit by bit, they seem to be pretty nice people, different form wat u tot they were aft all.

watever u wanna noe 2 cope wif dis kind of nonsense or watever, u can ask me. cant reli consider myself as a 'proffessional' adviser or counsellor 4 sure. but then when u cant find anyone to turn to or everyone u noe seems to turn against u, i can b ur listening ear wif no complaints at all. since im ur fren, i shld be there thru ur sadness like a fren shld be. u dont reli need to listen to my problems coz i wouldnt wanna tok abt them as freely as i actually want to. guess dats how people like me cope wif everyday life....

i prefer to keep my problems to myslef. but then like all things, putting/ adding more pressure on it will juz make it explode at 1 point of time. so, its no use if u wanna noe coz i wont tell you. unless u r someone whom i can trust reli fully....