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Saturday, July 31, 2004

todays geo trail was ok, i guess.... my grp was perhaps in the last place or dats wat my fren said.... quite fun u could say. my grps first station was at bedok/tampines, 2nd and 3rd were at tampines and the last four were at bedok. the stationa t the htuc fairprice was the most difficult to finish. my grp juz do some of it for the sake of doing. hahaha....very lazy lah we all.... the sec twos in my grp ate fries from burger king at the bedok library, which was our last station. luckily nobody saw them....phew.... we took as moch dictionaries and find the exact meaning of the given words. words like global village and ecotourism could not be found soooo.... we separated the word into two and try to make another meaning when we combine it together. for example, ecotourism. it became 'eco-' and 'tourism'. its meaning was sumtink like the business of accommodation and ....... for the environment. hahahaha :D

{..... means dat i forgot wat the word/words was}

Friday, July 30, 2004

keep all ur secrets to urself...shhh....
 
Can you hear them?
They talk about us
Telling lies
Well, that's no surprise
Can you see them?
See right through them?
They have no shield
No secrets to reveal
 
It doesn't matter what they say
In the jealous games people play
Hey, hey
Our lips are sealed
 
There's a weapon
Which we must use
In our defense:Silence
Spreading rumors
So far from true
Dragged up from the underworld
Just like some precious pearl
 
It doesn't matter what they say
In the jealous games people play
Hey, hey
Our lips are sealed
 
Pay no mind to what they say
It doesn't matter anyway
Hey, hey, hey
Our lips are sealed
 
Hush, my darling
Don't you cry
Cryin' angel
Forget them lies
 
Can you hear them?
They talk about us
Telling lies
Well, that's no surprise
Can you see them?
See right through them?
They have no shield
No secrets to reveal
 
It doesn't matter what they say
In the jealous games people play
Hey, hey
Our lips are sealed
 
Pay no mind to what they say
It doesn't matter anyway
Hey, hey
Our lips are sealed
Our lips are sealed
Our lips are sealed
todays additional math test sounded to be sooo hard to me. but surprisingly everytink dat i tot i forgot came back juz in time... [phew...] everybody has their own mistakes n i tink i did one question wrongly on the paper. dammit!!! still, i would gauge dat my max no. of marks would be abt 20, around there lah.... [dont mean to brag actually]
 
lucky dat i finished my ss hw n asked HT to print it out for me. ms tan was obviously in bad mood since she shouted at us in class. i mostly wrote abt racial harmony day in sg, explain wat i tot the first few lyrics of the song 'HOME' meant, gave my opinion on how singlish came abt n how my classes hav celebrated their racial harmony dae. quite a lot of info rite?

Thursday, July 29, 2004

finally...my com has microsoft word,etc.... lately these days can be sooo tiring dont ya tink so?
 
stupid lah dis com... the line was disconnected the whole evening when i wanted sooo much to contact my frens regarding an important matter. our projects will seem satisfactory unless we present it well to the class. oh man...i juz hate doing projects!!!
 
our hw and tests looks as if they keep popping out each and every week. once one test is over, u will hear another one coming soon... i still have not done mr phoas holiday hw, TYS, debate in the textbook. but i do listen to his lessons and can even understand it when i dont pay attention dat much! hahaha :D

Monday, July 26, 2004

...raindrops keep falling on my head...

Raindrops keep falling on my head
And just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed
Nothin' seems to fit
Those raindrops are falling on my head, they keep falling

So I just did me some talkin' to the sun
And I said I didn't like the way he' got things done
Sleepin' on the job
Those raindrops are falling on my head, they keep falling

But there's one thing I know
The blues he sends to meet me won't defeat me
It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me
Raindrops keep falling on my head

But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red
Crying's not for me
Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'
Because I'm free
Nothing's worrying me.
 
[ dis song came from this website]

Sunday, July 25, 2004

some ppl are juz too annoying for my taste... an example would be my little sis even though i hav to suck up all her crap each n everydae... i tink someone is being aloof todae. wats the problem? how am i supposed to noe? many too much hw juz like me dat they dunno dat someones toking to them lah...
 
my ss teacher gave my class dis hw wif the title 'Singapore - My Home' muz write at least 200 words n some personal touch to it too.... it seems a very hard topic to write abt. my fren said maybe she could write abt singlish as most of us singaporeans do dat everydae n it is a common thing in sg now.
 
i feel very rushed dis few days.. wat wif all the hw and tests dat keep popping up when u least expected it.... everyone dat i noe would agree dat they have hardly any time to relax during the weekend. however it is absolutely necessary to relax since as they say... 'study hard, play hard' ....

...obviously...

Recently I've been,
hopelessly reaching
out for this girl,
Who's out of this world.
Believe me.

She's got a boyfriend
He drives me round the bend,
Cause he's twenty three,
He's in the marines,
He'd kill me.

For so many nights now,
I find myself thinkin' about her now!

'Cause obviously,
she's out of my league
how can I win
She keeps draggin' me in and know
I know I never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her.

Gotta escape now
Get on a plane now oooh yeah.
I'm off to L.A and that’s where I’ll stay ,for two years.
Put her behind me(I’ll put her behind me)
Go to a place where she can’t find me. Ooooh.

'Cause obviously,
she's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
and I know I never will be good enough for her.
no, no
never will be good enough for her

She's outta my hands
and I never know where I stand,
'Cause I’m not,good enough for her,
(good enough for her),
Good enough,
Good enough,
Good enough, for her,
Good enough for her,
Good enough for her

'Cause obviously,
she's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
and I know I never will be good enough for her.

'Cause obviously,
she's out of my league
how can I win
She keeps draggin' me in and know
I know I never will be good enough for her.

'Cause obviously,
she's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
and I know I never will be good enough for her.
no, no
Never will be good enough for her.
 
[mostly the songs dat u find here came from this website]

hey do any of u guys noe dis website, wholivesnearyou.com ? it shows the ppl who lives in ur block, those who live near you and those whose houses takes abt 15 min to reach. it only happens if your 'neighbour' has joined dat website. it can oso show you ur whole neighbourhood too! quite a lot of ppl u can meet there!
 
i juz came back from shopping at far east and lucky plaza. a bit tiring lah... only bought a few clothes and accessories since my mum, younger sis and i came a bit late. at abt 6 plus i reached there...so wat to expect? i still havent started on my previous hw. nvm, muz take time off 2molo to start on it and study for my physics test...

Saturday, July 24, 2004

...vindicated...

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated

{Chorus}
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me
So isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that

{Chorus}

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away (3x)
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away (4x)

{Chorus}

Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...


Friday, July 23, 2004

oh man.... i tink im gonna fail my bio test even though i said dat i already studied. but then how should i noe dat u need to read the textbook oso? especially dis one question on wat chemical compound enters or leaves the gap in between the blood capillary. most of us would write oxygen, carbon dioxide and water but notice dat oxygen is not a compound! so the answer to dat question,in place of the oxygen would be glucose! haiyah...i lose marks for dat other than the MCQs, blushinhg question and double circulation question.
 
still hav to go for npcc training 2molo leh... but then the ncc got no training due to the PFT. wat abt us, the npcc cadets? it is juz not fair. i reli need to get started on my weekend homework and the homeworks dat were long overdue such as my eng hw. dat jonson huh he so very funny todae.... from across show us dis "flower" and me and my other three frens keep on laughing until the whole class and some guys from jonsons class looked or should i say stare at us, thinking why we were laughing... hahaha....
 
i cant sit still at times and one of the topics dat bothering me is wat i am going to get or make for my fellow classmates who were born on the same month as me, especially hui ting who happened to share the same birthdate as me...

wont u be very frustrated when you realise dat your own little bro knows juz wat makes you tick and uses dat weakness of yours to get wateva he wants? i juz hate it when he does dat. juz like wat he did juz now.... i think most of these problems only started occuring when our house had the internet installed. how things change when u are too obsessed wif somethin.
 
i have two computers in my house, one in the living room, another in my room. i declared dat the one in the living room will be used by my bro and my young bro, while the one in my room will be for me and my young sis. he was not dat satisfied since my bro wont let him use the com dat much. he has dis nasty temper and habit of making irritaing noises when there is silence all around you juz for his own coz. and there is still the disturbance of having your bro and your little sis chasing around the house. wat a family dat i hav...
 
having three other siblings has its advantages and disadvantages i guess... you should have seen how the house looks like from the inside before my mum decided dat we siblings have to wash our own clothes and keep the house clean while she goes to work...it was such a wreck until i took charge and did most of the household chores. meanwhile my own father is out at work nearly all day... the only place dat i can tell my fearrs and problems would either be at skool wif my frens or thru dis blog of mine.
 
remember...having a bigger family does not mean having fun all the time. expect some ups and downs as parcel of life. still they are usually the ones you turn to when there are no other options left.

Thursday, July 22, 2004

everyday always come home late....it will either be study hour, enrichment  course, accompanying my friend at the school library or for projects. so tired lah. then dis fri oso need to stay back from 2 till 3 for english enrichment. somemore dis sat got napfa test at 7.45am and npcc training after dat.
 
i can still remember some words said by famous ppl dat my teacher gave last 2 years...
"Bear in mind dat the wonderful things u learn in skool r the work of many generations. All dis is put in ur hands as ur inheritance in order dat u may receive it. Honour it, add to it and finally hand it to ur children." by albert einstein.

gotta go now...got some'disturbance at home' leh....


Wednesday, July 21, 2004

today...so very sian. i had to escape from some ppl since i did not go for their birthday party. oso dat jonson makes my frens tink dat he is flirting wif me...ugh!! dat is sooo damn horrble! maybe partly my fault lah...dat mr phoa only noe how to give homework. haizz. i still havent finished the last three assignments yet you noe... stupid lah my skool to many "strict rules and regulations". wats up wif all the point system and dat? still i dont regret joining dis skool...hahaha...

...broken...

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

You've gone away, you don't feel me anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

You've gone away, you don't feel me anymore....
 
[dedicated 2 a sad,sad fren of mine...]


...accidentally in love...

So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love

Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love

Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love (x7)

Accidentally

I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally (X 2)

Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her

Love ...I'm in love

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

cool stuff....

isnt the tv show the OC or known as the Orange County great?

and also...i juz love
perfect 10 on the radio. who doesnt? no offence but i think it sounds better than the other radio stations.

hmmm....

does anyone agree whether silence is easy? even so,why? an outgoing person may tell me that they would prefer being in the crowded or even rowdy environment makes them feel easy while another might say that they would prefer to get out of that kind of environment as it is too common to them and they needed a change...
 
i know someone who is being teased in school. i know just how they feel since i've been through that pathway too many a times since the start of secondary school. dont ever accuse or say something that is not exactly true in a sense that you start to create rumors, and these rumors start to get imaginative and ends up being entirely different from what you yourself started. just put yourself in that persons shoes [just dont care about the smell!] and see yourself going through what they might have gone through.