ahhh!!!! i hav till 2nd september to make my identification card....soooo late sia me making it. but then im finally 15 years old. time flies so fast and now we are coming to an end of term three. another problem!!! exams will be coming soon.... :'( so sad leh... somemore, i will be missing two remedial class next week and they happen to be additional mathematics and social studies. the teachers will start teaching new chapters in which to me is really very hard. especially 'am' coz it is a long chapter and very complicated according to mr poon. why am i soooo unlucky? just because of my religious class camp is on the tuesday of the september holidays and my attendance will ensure 50 marks in my exam, i have to sacrifice two classes just because of that particular reason. 50 MARKS!!!!! even my mum said that it was a case where the students are somehow forced to go. i thought i was in luck when mrs lam said that there will be no class on tuesday, because im the only one is not coming and she totally cancelled the whole thing off. the consequences would be that she has to rush through the chapters needed for the exams then. sadly, my luck did not last as you can see. :( i went back to my primary school today with pooja. we obviously did not recognise most of the students that went back coz both of us oso didnt went back last year. haha....but then i got to know that most of my ex-classmates came back last year and that really disappointed me greatly. even my ex co-form teacher had to rush for a dinner and i only got to chat with her for a while. hope you guys/gals out there had a better time than me dis week or today!!!

omg....my bro juz brought back dis vcd. the title of the movie is 'equilibrium'. its an action-packed movie but sumhow perhaps copying the style of 'the matrix'. the lead actor is juz sooo handsome, his name is christian bale. he acts as cleric john preston, a grammarion cleric who does not feel anything as an effect of taking prozium, a mind-alterering drug that hinders emotion. in other case, he is feeling less!!!

the story starts off like this... in the beginning of the 21st century, the 3rd world war had begun. ppl were killed and so on and so forth... now[in the movie,in the distant future...] grammarion clerics are made to ereadicate the source of the cause of these wars. the source, as they find out, are feelings that human beings have. these clerices act as executioners of ppl who have feelings. they dont feel remorseful coz they themselves have no feelings!!! this guy, preston, once had a wife who did something to show that she has feelings such as through paintings, books and music, which are contraband then. he let them take his wife and he ven witnessed the execution without any emotion.

when he missed one dose of the prozium, he began to somehow feel... and decided not to take anymore of those stuff. the action sequences were reli great. in my opinion, if you look at him for a sec, he may look like or evn somehow sound like the lead actor in the matrix, keanu reeves. but....no one is like him rite? its kinda scary when tis guy smiles coz he looks like a vampire that way...:)...hahahaha.... in the end, it showed that he sided with the resistance, ppl wif feelings and such. he helped to what it seemed like shutting down the whole citys system so that the resistance can bomb up parts of the city. another war may juz hav begun...

if you kinda like what im trying to explain to you [im not a good interpreter anyway, so dont mind] then maybe you should find this movie. remember its 'equilibrium'. adios all!!!

restless tonight
coz i wasted the light
between both these times
i drew a thin line
its nothing i planned
and not that i can
but you should be mine
across the line

[chorus]
if i traded it all
if i gave it all away for one thing
juz for one thing
if i sorted it out
if i knew all about this something
wouldnt that be something

i promise i might
not walk on by
maybe next time
but not this time

even though i know
i dont wanna know
yeah i guess i know
i juz hate how it sounds

repeat chorus 2x

even though i know
i dont wanna know
yeah i guess i know
i juz hate how it sounds (2x)

repeat chorus till the end

having dis iritating younger sis is the last thing dat i want in my mind rite now... theres no point saying im sad wif the number of ppl who actually REMEMBERED MY birthday. i had already expected dis kind of response since i have ceased receiving any presents from frens or classmates since primary four. the last present was from christine, she gave me a storybook titled the secret garden. sadly i have misplaced it somewhere in the house n am unable to locate it anymore. since money from the class fund has to be used for the presents of the students in class, i received a photoframe.... to me, it doesnt count as a present n looks like the job of giving these presents are forced on them. haizz....

i tink i nearly cried in class when yingying suddenly went up to me n asked me to receive sumtink. i barely rid my eyes of the tears dat started to form n looked up at her. she, vanessa n huiting presented me with a small envelope dat contained a card, a moon keychain n enveloped wif a bookmark dat ying ying advised me to use whenever i read a book. the other present i received was a dove chocolate by huiting. i ate it during recess while studying my ss common test. the third "present" was an e-card sent by my fren thru my email. even though its not much, i appreciate their efforts.

speaking of the ss common test, most of my frens couldnt finish the test. i myself didnt have time to start on the third conflict between china and india and ended up writing only abt north n south korea n iceland n britain only. given only a few minutes left, i tried to conclude the whole question. mrs loke asked us to stop when i was juz gonna write wat was suposedly the last sentence in my essay. as long as i pass dis test n i passed my whole humanities subjects, i will be happy n even elated dat i passed my geo... thank my lucky stars for allowing me to remember most of the notes dat i studied today.

i hav a strange feeling dat my frens are gonna give me sumtink as my late birthday present tomorrow... as well as sumtink from sumone whom my frens forbid me to even tok to....:P

i reli had a lot of fun last saturday at east coast beach wif all my frens. dat was the first 2e2 gathering i had since my mum wont let me go for the 3 previous ones...hahahaha... even though the gathering was quite small, it was very enjoyable. but den...i had to look after their stuff alone when they rode on the rented bikes. nvm...at least i got to enjoy the peace scenery of the beach, it was very windy tooo...

todays the last day of the national day holiday...haizz... i will miss dis long break... i slept at only 3pm these few days u noe.hahahahahahahahaha....:P.... thx to the japanese anime, full metal alchemist!!! im beginning to like dis anime very much... its abt edward elric, a state alchemist, and his brother, alphonse elric, who tries to find the philosophers stone in order to bring change back into their original bodies. if u dunno the story, its like dis...

while trying to bring back their dead mum using alchemy, edward lost an arm and a leg while his brother lost his whole body and is now alive when his soul is transmuted into the armor he now has.[very complicated to explain..so bear wif it...] they were still children so they do not noe abt equivalent trade in alchemy. dis means dat to gain sumtink, u hav to sacrifice sumtink. as u can read, they lost parts of their bodies in dis process but as u can guess no one can bring back a dead person. hence they did not manage to bring back their dead mother.

now, both of them hav grown up. edward has an automail arm and leg to replace the ones he had lost. he is called the full metal alchemist coz he is nearly all metal. there are other state alchemists such as colonel mustang[the flame alchemist], doctor marco[the crstal alchemist], and many more.... nxt time if i remember, maybe i will tell u where my bro got it from ok? sooo....1st...have fun during the remainder of this holiday and cheers evryone!!!:D

finally... goin out wif my frens 2molo... i reli wan to go u noe. iwasnt even allowed to go my class reunion party or barbecue last yr. dis yr may be different in dat sense. however i need permission from my mum on dis matter. sumtimes it is not necessary like when i wan to go to my frens house for projects or to the library. juz cross my fingers in anticipation dat wat im wishing for will come true... :)

my birthday is approaching near... a classmate of mine shares the same birthdate too, so we may celebrate it together. such a coincidence dont cha tink so? i dont expect a birthday present from anybody since i didnt receive any for dis few years... :( ... except dat my parents only gave me a pocket radio last yr n when i was in pri 4 dat only ONE fren gave me a storybook... thx Christine!!!! i tink i still kept the paper dat my fren gave as my 'birthday' present in pri 2 or 1.... very funny u noe... hahahahahahaha... wish me luck on finally getting sumtink from my frens... *winks*....

wat did u all do to make my fren not want to speak or even c u all again? i juz wanted to help him on his d&t folio...its still my choice. nvm, im not angry wif u all but y muz it be until he doesnt want to speak to u guys? dat way...i will lose one fren whom i can speak to at the library when linda does her duty. aniwae...no more tok abt dat. im soooo happy dat i passed my previous tests wif flying colours. hahaha...im oso trying out the new emoticons dat i hav [so bear wif it if it gets too overbearing ok?] but den i [along wif the rest of the class] tink dat we r gonna fail our geo test... ...luckily the next class was CME... we got to watch 'liar-liar' for our movie review...it was sooo damn funny i tell ya...hahaha...

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yesterday i had to go home late to take care of the booth from the IQ Challenge, dat was organised by my 2nd CCA, maths club. dat johnson n his fren kept me company by playing IQ Logic at my booth when no one else seems to not want to play. some ppl may get the wrong idea abt the two of us BUT to tell U the truth...we r juz frens!

i missed last saturdays npcc training due to my participation in the geo trail. ive told u abt the geo trail rite? haizz....i juz finished my bio test yesterday and theres still two more tests on this thursday, geo and chem. chem is okay for me...the problem is juz dat i hate elective geo n i cant concentrate on dat boooring subject alone. even physics, which is another booring subject, i cant still understand wateva the teacher is saying...[he is oso booring].... hahahahahaha :)

die....still havent finish hw... why do teachers like to give hw? i guess a lot of ppl would sae its for our own gd... but then toooo much is oso not gd leh. then comes the tests.... haizz.... dont ever get there... tooo much of it oso not gd.

however some ppl prefer doing/getting hw to keep their mind out of other unpleasant subjects [like me sumtimes].... hahaha.... i used to prefer doing hw 'coz it helps pass the time at home and not a lot of hw was given at dat time anywae. very tiring lah now in sec 3. everyday go home late... got dis lah, got dat lah... always muz be occupied by sumtink... hmmm :(